passing me by

shawty's got a brand new friend
who definitely treats her right
there's no use to pretend
i aint hurting deep inside now
i cant even trip
gotta learn to get a grip
cuz now i gotta lay in the bed that i was making
shawty's moving on with her life

she dont even notice me
its like im transparent in her eyes
she dont realize
im on the side
shawty's gotten over me
but she keeps on passing me by

lost

damn this fuckin feeling
feeels like somthin is missing...

done?

its not coming back.
i know it

hmmm

i wish i knew.

November 21s, im aint forgetting it

ups and downs bro, we always remains as brothers
i just get scared when u act like that
dont get too caught up
u got everyone worried, u got me worried, u got me really pissed,
but i can nver be mad at u, but the things we did was pretty funny,
i gotta admit i did have fun
and at the same time i felt really emotional
as if i wanted to just cry, i hate it when eveyrone gets in a circle and starts to talk about the past
damn today was like perhaps too suprising?
like... weird kind? im not sure
but i know i did have fun
and all those tragic we went through today, we still remainad as a family
this is how it should be
happy bday bro <3>

That Day

its that time of the year
when i aged up and turn old
damn my back is like hurting
i guess i am old
but im still a kid at heart right right???!!
haha i didnt celeberate my bday cuz i had practice and its on weekdays
but thats alright
my friends made me cookies and decorated my locker
i really appreicated =]
and thanks to all that said a happy bday to me
i couldnt ask for more =]
thanks guys